My life in circles.

kaileywhoresnop:

I think this is enough… :)

This was only really supposed to be for Gifs but I have to add one photo of him :)

And one more.. :)

I can totally see myself being that kid who dies just a couple of short years after graduation. “She died so young!” they’d say. Whatevs. I’d rather die young, on cocaine with a dick in my ass than to be quietly taken away when I’m all old and decrepit and shit. They should have a slideshow at high school reunions of all the dead folks who have accumulated in their class every couple years. Suuuuree, it might be a little grim but maybe it’ll inspire some fuckers to go out and live a little. Maybe I just think that’d be kind of horribly inappropriate and fucking hysterical. 

My friend Joe has been out of school for the past few days. I texted him telling him that we all missed him and such. I asked how he was feeling. He told me he wasn’t feeling very well at all and the doctors aren’t sure what’s wrong. He’s going to get blood tests tomorrow. He also told me that the doctors told him that he skipped a growth spurt and that he would probably stay his height forever. He’s a little dude, probably about 5’2. Maybe smaller. Originally I felt a little sorry for the guy. People mess with him a little but he’s always taken it in good fun. I pick him up and twirl him sometimes. I like Joe. I told him that I loved his height and I asked if he was bothered by it. He said no. That he’s used to being his height and is fine staying that small forever. For some reason I loved the shit out of that. He’s not vain or insecure about his height. He’s proud of who he is despite some petty shit like that. For some reason it temporarily restored good feelings about people. Just for a little while. Memory saved.